After all that time away, you'd think I'd have enlightening new insights or grand discoveries, but I feel like getting back into the turning cogs of day to day life is far to easy. I will say this--I'm not happy about it. I'm not happy about cogging along. A long stay-cation had the impact of connecting me with many a thing that I have loved and seemingly lost (albeit temporarily) over the course of my teaching time. For example, running. When I first moved to Boulder, I ran incessantly. I knew no one, so this was partly out of loneliness, but my desperation to get out of the house was how I learned this town so well. There was never a route, I would just run until I got lost and/or tired and then I'd turn around and try to wind my way back to my house. Everyday was a mini adventure--a new street, a new overlook, a new trail. Simple, but satisfying. I suppose one would say I found my stride again over break. Long runs to pass the days. Late sleeps to feel refreshed. Lots of coffee because I wasn't the one making it. I don't know what this means exactly--perhaps the metaphor is that I want to take a break from the route again. I like the feeling of each day being pathless. Not purposeless, just pathless.... more to come on that when I know what the fuck I'm talking about.
In the meantime--here's last week:
Monday
Tuesday:
Wednesday:
Thursday:
Friday: (this picture is terrible--its a black Theory collared shirt dress with grey blazer and my beautiful Missoni multi colored silk scarf)
i agree with your sadness over losing little traditions with the speed and stress of school. but on a different note - yay dresses! yay tights! i'm loving last week's outfits. do you have any favorite tights brands? i'm not in love with any of mine right now.
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